Before I begin I want to thank you all for an amazing
experience of love, kindness, compassion, openness and non-judgment. My heart
has not known such love for a long time. For this I have immense love and
gratitude for you all.
By doing these courses on top of my normal life I have
been, go, go, go. Pushing to get the money to do the courses and now pushing to
enroll people against all odds. I have been going without sleep; working long
hours at work; then on my life’s purpose to Help Save Our World; editing my
book; writing speeches; presenting them; writing down my dreams and channeling
meditative insights from my guides, ancestors, family who have passed, nature
and the universe.
Yesterday exhausted I fell asleep during the day and
dreamt deeply. The clarity of my dreams is amazing. Without the interruptions
demands on my time and attention I am able to listen and perceive the insights
I receive and gain perspective of my life and the situation I find myself in. With
the break through happening in my dreams I woke up this afternoon with the
realization that the process I am in is not working for me in certain ways and
I needed to be aware of them and change.
I would like to say before I continue: I am going to
continue to do the leadership, however on my own terms. If this means I am not
a leader in this system I will have to leave. The reasons for this decision are:
I have a lot to offer to you +Tina, +Carlos, +Jaime, all the wonderful people who
staff your courses, all your students and people of our world; and I possibly
have more to learn by continuing to do leadership.
My dream gave me great clarity of perception that led to
what I write below:
It is time to be brutally honest with ourselves. It is
time to look at the system we are giving everyone a hand up into. It is time to
question the direction we are leading people into.
This struck me when:
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I heard Jaime, and Carlos confirming, her brushing
over what a cult was: “A cult is just a group of like-minded people.” Now I
know the definition, I read in an old coverless dictionary many years ago, was
that a cult was: any group of people who used the structure of the religious
teachings of the Torah to create their own divergent religious following. Like
the tree of the other of religions that originate from the Torah. It might have
been Catholicism though. Most have the view that the others that take and
mutate their system are cults. Some the view that: the mainstream long
established branches of the religion are not cults however the new ones
are.
It also came home to me
when:
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we started leadership and they were doing the
angel thing;
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And with the whole section on career,
finance, education and the questions about money, wealth and perceived success.
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And the pressure to fund you own journey
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And using religious language with words like:
spirit instead of energy, God instead of universe…
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Like many of these life coaching courses it
was becoming partially religious.
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I understand why this is. It is because of
the societal structure we live in. Which is based on the foundational values
and beliefs of the old testament in the Bible which are concentrated mainly
in the beginning of the old testament in
the teachings of Moses which is referred to as: “the books of Moses” or in the
original form “the Torah”. So if a coaching course is leading someone back to the
societal system and way of life; it is leading them back to the religion and
the Bible.
My personal Quest for the truth has led me to the clear
understanding that our way of life is killing our world. So the worst thing we
should be doing is forcing people back into it. The best would be to show how
and empower them to live sustainably and independent of the system.
Because this system is perpetuating the old paradigm I am
finding leadership very difficult to continue to participate in; because it is
driving people to perpetuate the sick system.
Although this course was a wonderful experience in
openness, love - connectivity and sharing energy with others. Many of my
experiences in Journey and ALPS were just reliving previous experiences and
realizations I had already lived on my Quest for truth. It did however relight
fires and emotions I had suppressed or put on the back burners. Some
experiences forced me to say things that were not true. This was very difficult
for me because I am all about living true to my heart.
The progressive underlying influence of a bias towards
the status quo politics and religion which became more and more obvious as the
process continued. Although in the beginning Tina was trying to be
accommodating of all people from all ways of thinking, by avoiding it in the
beginning, it was inevitable because of the structural design of the course and
societal system. It is a systemic problem.
In leadership it became very clear. Leadership leads you
somewhere and this leadership. With the focus on: angels and religions;
perpetuating the status quo – with its competitive business model, work in
jobs, for money capitalism… We are being led to perpetuate the system that is
killing our world.
This course reminds me of the AA Alcoholics Anonymous and
missionary teachings in foreign countries: kind hearted people with the kindest
intentions to help others. Who in trying to help those in need by giving them
free food and getting them to believe in a creator create the system that
destroys them and nature and ultimately leads them to living unhappy and
unhealthy dependent lives in cities. This leads them to the not dealing with
their emotions in healthy ways. Like suppression of their emotions through
self-abuse with excessive eating, drinking and taking drugs which results in a
poor self-image, self-esteem and a lack of self-respect. These lead to
discontent, unhappiness and anger. The imbalances of wealth lead to jealousy,
starvation and lack of for many. All these lead to what is called crime and
prisons… A sick imbalanced system has to be maintained with force. Private
security forces, NSA, CIA, FBI, police, military and all sorts of law
enforcement.
On the side: I watched as peoples’ contribution was
teaching children that they should perpetuate a consumer Christmas model that
subjects us as adults to an immense amount of stress and extra labor to buy
presents ‘things’ so we can make the rich richer instead of giving our children
the love and attention they need and desire most. We cannot buy love. Love
is connectivity and the sharing of energy. We need to reconnect with
our children, family, humanity and nature. We need to love one another and nature. We
need to reconnect with the energy around us; the energy of nature and of the
universe. We are energy beings. We are the energy we assimilate. We
are connected and sharing energy we receive from other beings that radiate their
energy outwards for us to receive. We are love. It is not about
physical presents and ‘things’.
The dominant way of thinking and living is divisive. It
has separated us and driven us away from the understanding of whom and what we
are where we come from and where we are going. We are expressions of: the energy
ecosystems; the nature of our planet; which is an expression of our solar
system, of our Milky Way galaxy and of the universe, within it. We
are expressions of the ecosystems of the universe within it. We are living in
the garden of the universe. We are the life of and in that garden.
Our dominant way of thinking, the disease of abstract thought,
has divided us to believe we are not loved or beings of love. Fear is driving
us to believe in a system where we are superior, separate from and above nature
and others “we are the chosen ones” “we are Christians.” People who do not
think and believe as we do are: pagans, heathens, kaffirs, Indians, natives,
ignorant and uneducated… The education system is designed to condition people
into a state of ignorance. I always said: “A doctorate is a doctorate in indoctrination.”
Specialists lose their perspective like ostriches with their heads in the sand.
This leads me to our education system. I am a qualified
teacher and did study education systems of the world. I was raised on the land
and later was indoctrinated into the western education system. So my true wisdom
is that of the natural world I was raised in:
A child of Africa, I was born of love and connected
energy. My family lived on and shared the land with a Zulu chief and his wives
and children as one big happy family. In my mind I go back to that world:
I wake up to wild mushrooms growing under the tree
outside my window in the decaying pile of branch and leaves of a very old tree.
I happily bring it to my mom who prepares it for breakfast. I am alive and
connected to life, its energy, cycles and rhythms. I am climbing a tree
smelling its bark and feeling its energy. The rope between my legs and stick
under them, I let go. Swing way up above the roof of our house - feeling the shade
then the warmth of the radiation of the suns energy. Breathing in fresh air and
the scents of the life around me I walk bare footed by the streams and
waterfalls. I smell decaying leaves, the rich smell of the topsoil, the scents
of pine needles and gum trees. I crumble a leaf of the Surinam cherry shrub
between my fingers and smell it, it is amazing, Stopping I smell the roses and
everything around me, like a dog does. I touch and feel everything that catches
my attention. I hear the sounds of the forest, birds, bees, and the bark of the
monkeys and the movement of buck through the bush. I am seeing and sensing the
magic of nature all around me. The flora and fauna are sharing their energy
with me. I pick and eat fresh fruit and vegetables as I roam. Playing with the
bumble bees and all the animals around me I am in love with nature and all the
people around me. I am living the perfect human life - being. I am a human
being, being the energy of my perceived self while being one with the
energy of nature that gives and sustains my life.
Giving
and receiving energy is a universal wisdom - it
is who and what we are and where we come from.
I run like the wind and swim like a fish.
I am surfing paddling through the waves with my chest
heaving until it is about to burst… I am out beyond backline paddling into
position… I sit on my board. I am feeling relaxing in the tranquil motion of
the waves moving up and down on the enormous swells behind back line as I watch
and wait for a wave. I am one with and in harmony with the motion of the waves
and nature.
Excited I am paddling to catch a wave, feeling the
adrenaline rushing through me, I sense the fear, the pleasure. I am standing,
fly down the wave, doing a bottom turn and up onto the wall of the wave, I am
in the moment. Embraced within the tube, time is standing still; I am one with
this monstrous wave of water. Feeling so much pleasure I could burst. Shooting
out of the wave I let out a scream of delight. I am truly happy with my life. I
am healthy, strong and fit.
My parents the Zulu chief and his wives taught me all
about living on the land and in harmony with nature. From planting with a hoe,
harvesting, threshing the beans and throwing the beans and husks into the wind
to separate them, to minding of ducks and chickens and all the life around us.
Taking only what we needed and leaving the rest for others and nature and sharing
what we had. This is the way of life, knowledge and wisdom that we all need, to
live healthy happy lives. This is what got us here as a species. It is natural
wisdom. All animals unquestioningly live as one with the flow of the
wave of life. We the people of this dominant abstract way of life have been
choosing instead to kill it all for wealth, possessions, ownership of things,
money and power.
Then I was forced to go to school.
Young children and animals are truly connected beings;
they naturally get it. Then something changes.
I remember when I started school as a child, day dreaming
as I watching the butterflies and the energy of the life outside the classroom
window. Eventually hearing a distant voice: “ Denis…., Denis…, Denis…, you
are dreaming again.” To which I answered: “I am listening to you Mrs. Watson.” “So
what was I saying?” she asked. I repeated what she had said. The loving kind
woman she was she happily to let me continue dreaming; however schooling was
soon to force that out of me.
The education system, schools, punishes/canes,
indoctrinates and programs us into living abstract, disconnected, loveless
lives of control, time, bells and whistles, punctuality, structured classes and
unnatural environments.
Teaching us competition - achievement is evaluated in
percentages of our ability to absorb and regurgitate abstract thinking of the
languages of mathematics science and specific other national languages -
disrupting and destroying indigenous languages and cultures… Destroying
creativity and individual difference reducing and specializing; where specialization
ultimately leads to extinction.
Education serves to indoctrinate us into:
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An authoritarian centralized power based
system,
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Patriotism,
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Religion,
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Segregation into groups or classes,
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Elitism higher achievers are separated into A
class or B classes… reinforcing the concept that you are better if you achieve
in the system. Creating the societal segregation between rich and poor later in
life.
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Separation from nature,
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An objective materialistic way of life,
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Linear time,
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Disempowering the individual and empowering
the system…
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It is a system to indoctrinate us into the
abstract system.
Through this system we become dependent wage slaves
working for money and possessions and ownership, in an abstract economic system
that is killing our world.
In our society through media we are constantly being
schooled indoctrinated propagandized into the perpetuation of an unsustainable
system with an unlimited growth model. In a world with very real limitations
this is unsustainable. We are being conditioned into supporting this abstract:
private property ownership, money, jobs and labor model. Knowledge is now owned
and sold to us, for certificates and the promise of work. Just about everything
that was our basic human rights is privately owned, turned into commodities or products
to be sold to us for money and profits. For which we labor for in unnatural
jobs.
I will stop here before it becomes a book. The education
system and societal system are sick.
We need to give our children the gift of true knowledge
and wisdom of the natural world we need to make sure they have the experience
of that connection to the energy of nature we need to show them how to be
connected to the energy of the world that gives and sustains healthy happy
life. Teaching them to love nature and one another; showing them who and what
they are and empowering them to live in love, balance and harmony with the wave
of life. This must be our legacy to them and they must know how to be responsible
life sustaining adults of the future. This is how we perpetuate healthy happy
life on this planet.
We then need to teach the indoctrinated/conditioned/schooled
how to rediscover who and what they are and their place in the natural world. We
need to show them how to become self-empowered while re-empowering
nature back into becoming sustainable around us. We need to take the wealth of the
world and convert it into natural and sustainable systems.
We live in a sick unhealthy and unhappy world. A world of
wars disease, cancer, obesity, heart disease… because of our disease of
abstract thought which results in our insane way of life. We are generally
unhealthy and sick because of our way of life based on our conditioned way of
thinking. All those onion layers: layers upon layers insulating us more and
more from awareness, consciousness and healthy happy lives.
Change
what people think and believe and you will change the world.
The questions are: Are you willing to go there? Are you
willing to think, question everything, see, feel, hear, smell, taste and sense
– intuitively connecting to nature and the universe around you? Are you willing
to truly live and be alive human beings? Do you want to truly become more aware, conscious and enlightened?
If you do you need to go on a guided personal journey of
self-discovery; where there are no holy cows, nothing is beyond question. Are
you willing to go on “The Quest for the Truth – a
thought journey to the truth and universal and natural wisdom?
I am a channel and a teacher. I receive insights and
wisdom from all around me. This is my chosen contribution - to encode this
wisdom into simple language and analogies to teach others. I receive and teach
the simple and yet obvious wisdom of nature and the universe to give people the
gifts of awareness, consciousness and enlightenment.
My purpose is to “Help
Save Our World” (HSOW). I will achieve this by calling upon others to help
me help them save our world by learning to live in love, balance and harmony with one
another and nature. “The
Quest for Truth” is the true journey back to self, nature, others and
the universe: reconnecting, re-discovering who we are, what we are, where we
come from and where we are going.
I call all these paradigm shifting teachings “Denism”.
Its purpose is to “Help Save Our World” which also means “Help SOW” we need to
stop destroying and reseed our planet.
The lands with all life: bacteria, micro-organisms, insects, birds, plants,
and animals… all life from the foundations of life to the most complex life
forms. In the oceans phytoplankton and zooplankton are the foundations of plant
and animal life of the oceans; from which life in the oceans grow. It is these
ecosystems that give and sustain life; not institutions, oil or money.
We need to re-empower ourselves and nature by reestablishing
bio-diverse locally grown food, in decentralized communities, from the few
remaining sources of heirloom seeds(An heirloom plant, heirloom variety, heritage fruit, or heirloom
vegetable is an old cultivar that is "still maintained by gardeners and
farmers particularly in isolated or ethnic communities". ...)
and animals. If we continue to kill the natural world (the wave of life) on our
planet, we become extinct like the dinosaurs 65million years ago.
As dependent, wage slaves, we waste our time and energy
on others pursuit of money, wealth, and power at our own expense in the long
run and at the expense of nature around us. We build high-rise buildings in
cities wasting our time and energy. Cities are unnatural unsustainable dead zones
- so many people cannot survive sustainably in such densely populated areas.
There is too much concrete and too much water drainage… And not enough land,
food and water for people to survive without oil and money; which are becoming
increasingly scarce. Oil is becoming more expensive and money is decreasing in
value. As jobs decrease in number. Salaries do not go up at the rate they
should to maintain our quality of life. And worst of all centralized living is
only able to be perpetuated with the plundering of nature and others with
economics and wars - killing our brothers and sisters and their children and
destroying their lives and destroying the natural world.
Civilization is a contradiction. Civilizations have never
been civilized to nature and others. By perpetuating this life style we are
killing our natural world that gives and sustains our lives.
The centralization of power always results in collapse
because it is not sustainable. Extreme imbalances of power will be equalized
with collapse or revolution.
I think of the Inca civilization that rose to power built
their pyramids devastating the forests and jungles to centralize the power in
the hands of a few. Then as nature collapsed the civilization collapsed and the
people that survived returned to the land and recreated the jungle – “food
forests”. That today are being destroyed to harvest the wood and plant soy to
make very few rich by supplying wood for our consumption and feed the animals
we eat; at the expense of nature and the indigenous people. And all of us as
the oxygen it produced is not produced any more and the carbon the green plants
sequestered is left in the atmosphere to accelerate global warming. The amazon
and the great jungles of the world we have lost and are losing were referred to
as: “the lungs of our planet!”
I think of the stone heads on Easter Island and the lack
of vegetation and the lost civilization that did not survive. When do we
realize we are doing the same?
We have to reverse this trend towards the absolute
centralization of power. Which began with the concept of one deity one
totalitarian ruler who began to build the power based system that dominates and
is killing our world. The abstract values and beliefs of this
system is the thought disease; the source of the insanity that is killing our
world. And because we are the conditioned/infected masses that depend upon and
continue to support this system, just by living our very way of life, we are
all, to some extent, responsible. We are the carriers of the disease (zombies).
Either we cure ourselves and immunize our children or we die from it and become
extinct with all the other species we are driving to extinction.
According to the Center for Biological Diversity:
“It’s frightening but true: Our planet is
now in the midst of its sixth mass extinction of plants and animals — the sixth
wave of extinctions in the past half-billion years. We’re currently
experiencing the worst spate of species die-offs since the loss of the
dinosaurs 65 million years ago.”
“Unlike past mass extinctions, caused by
events like asteroid strikes, volcanic eruptions, and natural climate shifts,
the current crisis is almost entirely caused by us – humans”
Just to give you some idea of some of the tenants of the
belief system/the disease.
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It is fear driven requiring blind belief in One
God;
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segregation – divide and rule divide and
conquer;
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absolutism – good and evil; heaven and hell;
you are either with us or against us;
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elitism – “We are the chose ones” “We are
Christians you are heathens”;
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ownership of land – “God gave us the promised
land”;
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Above and separate from nature… just to
mention a few.
All these concepts led to the disintegration of our world
for the sake of absolute power. Because of the abstract idea of property
ownership our once undivided world was divided into countries, with boarders
and fences, which disintegrated people from one another into nations. Tribal unity
was destroyed with private property ownership. They fenced their property in,
further disintegrating nature, thus also destroying natural migration.
Segregation disintegrated people into smaller and smaller groups and separated
them from nature, all the way down to the destruction of communities, then
extended families into nuclear families; now into single parent homes and kids
in foster care; and even worse people are homeless and on the streets
struggling to survive; mostly because of the abstract belief in ownership of
land.
Money
is an abstract representation of energy – coin, paper, plastic digits on a
screen.
With the economic system of:
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free markets, free trade, free enterprise and
privatization mainly of social services/the commons,
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banking policies,
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stock exchanges - gambling houses and computers;
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Money – the abstract representation of energy
– has become way beyond fluid to being just electrical pulses, perceived as
digits on a screen and able to be transmitted around the world with the click
of a button.
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With this capability wealth is being siphoned
off at an accelerating rate.
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Through the profit system the wealth is
siphoned off as well.
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The extremely rich and powerful immoral transnational
corporations have no loyalty to countries or people or care for the world.
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We are playing monopoly – a game where
only one man wins but we all lose in the end when money is
valueless.
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by supporting of this system we are
accelerating our demise.
We are competing with one another instead of working
together as one ecosystem. One natural world of living beings/expressions of changing
processes, cycles of life, living in a natural world and universe.
Denism is
the teaching of where we are, what we need to change and how to achieve it. A
new sustainable way of thinking and way of life teaching natural and universal
wisdom that will truly lead us back to ourselves, one another and nature.
I said all of the above to provide a context for my decision.
Question: Tina, Carlos and Jaime, I am curious if you
would be willing to change certain things about the course now that you
understand what I have been saying? Or would you want to look at creating
another course?
We are all in the process of changing our world. We are
awakening becoming more aware and consciousness. It is time to move “Beyond
the Age of Ignorance” the book I wrote as my personal quest many years
ago and am editing to publish at the moment.
Where do you lead people from here?
Do we think and change or do we just stay on this train
of thought rushing towards the cliff of extinction?
Oh yes: “Sarah, nothing I say is too harsh it is time to
grow up, take responsibility and make those around us take responsibility as
well. Future life on this planet depends upon it. It is time to be brutally
honest and save our world now before it is too late.”
The journey back to who we are and what we are is as easy
or as hard as we want to make it. The sooner we start the easier it will be. We
have little time and energy left to easily build the bridges to the future. We
need a major paradigm shift. We need a mass movement back to living on the land
if we do not want to face famine and other major extreme environmental catastrophes.
This can be done as an easy or hard transition. It is coming whether we like it
or not. Change is a wonderful thing. We need to learn the knowledge and wisdom
we need now to survive and thrive.
Finally: The above reminded me of people my wife and I encouraged,
in the beginning of our quest for truth, to go on their own personal quest, and
how they lost their independence of thought and creativity as they fell back
into belief in the religions and the abstract economic system. The quest is
guided to prevent you falling into the traps of lies and deception and to
empower you to be an independent creative thinker and healthy happy traveler on
the journey of life.
Denis, I agree with you and I am in alignment with everything you are saying. The reason I do this work is t take people from the streets, from the drift, from the commercialism. from the constraints of religion and to open their minds so that at some point they will be ready for some of these realizations.
There is no need for me to change what I am up to, I am taking people from a barbaric paradigm to a place of openness to hear these evolved philosophies you speak of. I do however believe you could be a contribution by creating your own learning modality. That would be part of fulfilling your purpose to give and receive love and knowledge.
If you no longer want to participate in the game we are playing, Leadership, leading people to a place of openness and self awareness through the Journey and ALPs, so they can be ready to receive a higher truth, that is fine. We love you, no matter what you choose. Let your Senior know if you want to continue.
Love and Abundance,
Tina
Please visualize world peace at 5 PM daily.
